My thoughts about today

A lot stuff happened indeed...

Tomorrow is your birthday yet i couldn't give you any happiness

Just remembering I really think that I am a idiot...

Just couldn't forget what really happens that very very day...

Although it had been for a few years the memories really happened and flash through my mind during the night times. 

Whenever I am sad I will always remember this telling me to be strong but today I couldn't I wish I could too because I want to give you happiness... 

All this while thanks for being beside me... 

I know I couldn't live without you but just hopes that if you could be happy when you are alone I rather let you have the happiness you had...

Lastly I just wish to say I love you... Happy birthday my dear...