it's so long since i last post...

this few days was busy studying...

quarreling with my dear for this few days...

ii'm sorry wor.!! i dun wan quarrel derh

but then i dun wan you leave me go usa wor..

hubby sorry!! i love you!

it's the second day since ah ma leave me alone...
she's having fun in china(:
but we are suffering in singapore... with that hot weather plus those mad auntie...
most important is WE CAN'T EAT AH MA COOK THE FOOD!
never mind(:
just eaten my lunch and startedd miss-ing ah ma porridge plus ah ma soups...
just dont't wanna eat mum's food.. because it's really taste sucks...
XDD having youth day todayy and woke up later....
so hot!! i miss ah ma!! love hubby loadds.

yesterday was a tiring day so is today...
just wondering if if if nothing happeneed yesterday...
if if if but but but...
all this words appear on my mind once i woke up today...
life seems really "good" but i don't know why so much but's and if's appear...
if this world seems friendly...
i don't get the answer yet.. if there is somewhere eui let me choose to stay at...
maybe i might choose holland living with my alone love... can be able to look at beautiful flowers...
reallis romantic... houses such beautiful...
(: i am tiredd... i dun wan anything happeend wor...
if eui can live happily... even i am dead... i will also protect euis no matter what...
if eui cherish it ... ii can save euii with my life... i rather gives up my life for eui...
just only if eui.. i dun wish and wans to quarrel anymore... i know i am not a good dear...
but becos' of eui i will be a good dear.... just remember what eui promise...
that promise makes sure that my love for eui nv fades... but it will be alwys increasing...
if only that promise eui make kept it downn... dun forget me... but love me alwys.. stay alwys happiiee my dear... if eui read this... it's finee...
i dun wan what happeend ytd to happeend again..
me here studying hard becos of eui eui there trying to provoke me...
dun wish to happened that thing againn...
"gossips" heard that huiling kiss meisin in school today...
confirm lesbian i thiiink meisin too (:

ytd was really darn tired... today dint have school.

ytd went amk hub wif yulin.. shopping for stuff... 

bought a pen and borrow some books hahaa....

went to bed early yesterday around 10+ wanna 10.30

today woke up around 8+ 9+...

play wif dear sms him till fall aslp infront of my computer ahh!

slp for 4 hours or so... den tutionn...

now alos sleeeppy!! zzz..

today was a happy day... have my oral exam not bad... it's all about swimming i think that i answered the question to the teacher not bad... i hope so too... gort my f&n taste??

ms sim say the taste overall not bad uhh!! that was a good news... mrs lim come and scold us??

think ms martin complain to her about us not caring about her during lesson time... 

when to see doctor after school today.. doctor say my hand sensitive to some things??

while my belly button got infection.. that freaking ahh!!

feeling so sleepy now becos of the medicine!! crapps.... i wan slp...!

chiongg ahh!!

have such a "caring" parents...
when their daughter and son is sick they don't care about them...
making their husband sister taking care of the 2 sicklys...
daughter having rashes...
son having fever...
yet parents outside playing happily... shopping, visiting people..
such a failure yet they don't know... forcing her daughter gging jogging early morning making her rashes even worst... since yesterday her so called rashes appear now... it's makes worst and turning that her belly button also red and with abit sand sand thing appearing beside it..
she had her bath 3x today yet feeling itchy but her mother dint care about it and when ahead sleeping... putting prickly heat powder having the dropping sounds also scold... what kind of parents are they??
son having fever... aunt (gugu) take mediicine for son to eat although he isnt her real son... caring than parents aunt accompany the 2 sicklys helping daughter applied medicine and etc...
mother come back play sudoko... didn't even care about daughter's hand son's fever... that what they count as a good father good mother... a mother that dint even change diapers for their children... what the use of having 3 children?? since they dun even care about it?? it's becos they love to make love?? OR WHAT??! isn't they their own children?? or is they orphans?? or what he say its true she dint go into the real giving birth situation and she couldn't feel anything about their own children?? i really dunnoe....
ii just wanna aunt(gugu at yishun) back with me... my ah gong too.. da yi also... cause i know they will look after us and they will take care of us... at least dayi will scold that pigless brain mother to wake up...
but she is not here liaos... tmr is daughter GCE N Level yet she is qqing in this condition...
what can she do?? what can she do?? she feels darn dirrty and darn itchy now!!
why this kind of parents also got?? why god don't kill him first before taking those goodies back to hell/heaven?? making their children suffer... ah yi..ah gong...gugu...deardear... i wan eui guys now!! NOW!! i dun wan suffer until admit hospital wor... becos i dun wan... and i wan eui guys back.... i dun wan that kind of mum and dad... can i choose my own parents?? instead of having a no feeling parents with me... NO FEELINGS !!

ytd didnt post cost busyy?

becos today n lvl f&n and have some quarrels this few days bah...

was hving rashes now... and lazy to type...

heard that huiling is lesbian haha..

it's true?? or fake?? she post in her blog bahs...

dint have pic of wad i cook... monday den put the pic bahx...

sorrys can't stand the itchyness...